Yeah, I didn't want to work through it lol!
I think DD having silent reflux didn't help either because she was always screaming at me so we didn't feel close iykwim? It's different now though, we are much closer but maybe thats why I never loved it?


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I know exactly how you feel hun. I have a terrible aversion to breastfeeding as well. Everytime dd attaches I want to stick my head through a glass window as a form of distraction. And it not an occasional aversion, it's every day every feed, all the time. So sometimes its not something you can just work through. So I understand. Most people just don't get it though. And I am pretty much where you are as well. DD is 10 months old and I would love to get to 12 months but I feel like I am coming to the end of my coping abilities at the same time. Well done on 11 months. I take my hat off to you... awesome work.