I had a very similar experience to you first time but found this time round things were just miraculously better I went back to the same hospital and discovered that they had a lactation consultant who I Debriefed with and she made sure she wrote on my chart no bottles and a breastfeeding plan and we organized for me to antenatally express so I would have a stash of colostrum incase dd needed topping up, the nurses this time were much better and this baby didn't have any issues breastfeeding like ds and my recovery was much easier,
So its good to research but think positive it could be easy this time