Before DD1 i was determined to BF, i didn't buy bottles or anything i just assumed everything would be easy and natural, at the start it was HARD, she would fall asleep, she was lazy and she killed my poor boobs but then we got in our own little groove and i was shattered when my supply dropped after complications from surgery... i was so so upset but i had made it to 5mths.

This time round i am determined to make it atleast to 12mths, i love the bond i get with my daughter while i feed her and knowing that my body is making milk just for her is an amazing thing.

To be honest i can't see myself BFing past 2, i don't know why but i find it awkward (no offence to anyone), maybe it's because DD1 doesn't even have bottles anymore, she hasn't since not long after her 1st birthday and i can't imagine needing my boobs anymore.
Don't get me wrong if Z wants to feed off me every night til she's 4 then i will do it but often when i hear people talk about it i wonder why......