Hi, it's hard to know what is happening, it does sound like you have been going through a rough time. Where are you living? Babies don't *decide to only have the bottle*. At 3 mnths, temporary breast refusal is common - but it is very temporary. Depending on how many bottles she has been having your milk supply may have been reduced because your baby is filled up on formula. But you can increase your milk supply. It may be a long story, but you are welcome to share it with us if you like and we might be able to help