was going to do individual reply's but everyone has said pretty much the same thing! and that same thing makes SO much sense! So a MASSIVE thankyou to everyone!
Miss Em has been pretty much sleeping through for a little while now so yes your all right i guess my body has adjusted to that! and SHANTI your right if my boobs were rock hard all the time than i prob wouldn't want to keep bfeeding! it feels great to have my soft BB's back
Also during the day she has heaps of wet nappies so she is definatly getting enough!
I will keep trying to do at least one express a day to stock up for when i go back to uni and for my prac days etc.. but KIM im going to have to try and find a good time to do it, because i try and sneak into bed when the girls are down, as i never know how often or when one of the girls will wake up! LOL gone are my night owl days!
STARRY you know me too well! Yep stressing is what i do best! and like TAUREAN said - stressing is not going to help the situation so must try and relax a bit! hahahaha
TIFF - thanks for telling me im doing a good job! its always helpful to hear that!

Its funny i always thought once i reach my goal of 6wks feeding than i would be happy if i had to stop or couldn't continue for some reason but the longer i do it the more i want to keep doing it!

Barb - thankyou again for comming to my rescue with some reassurance and wise wisdome!