Please excuse if this is all over the place I am working on very very little sleep. Ok, so with Ava-Jayde I only got to 10 weeks breastfeeding. My hospital was absolute crap and offered absolute no help at all, more like just getting up me for doing it "wrong" so I never knew what I was doing. So this time I really really REALLY wanted to be able to do it. So I am having some issues and really would love someone to be able to help me out lol cause im confused

Ok, so Paige was REALLY hard to get out... like instead of taking the 10-15 minutes for an elective csection baby to come out, it took about 45 minutes of them pulling and tugging etc. She wasn't ready at all by the sounds, quite comfy lol. I was given a bigger cut and then in the end given a T cut to get her out. When she was born she was really stunned. I mean she looked like she had this permanent WTF look on her face. Anyway, she had to be taken to SCN because her blood sugars were quite bad and she was again, so stunned they were concerned. We didn't have our first feed until I was back on the ward. She was brought to me sort of here and there to feed but her BSL were really not good and they were getting really concerned so she ended up in SCN again with a nasal gastric tube being fed formula and having blood ***** tests done constantly to check her bsl. They wanted her to get 3 readings over 2.5... which wasn't happening. So.. for god knows what reason, they didnt get me to express.. even hand express so I kind of started "behind" with my bfing. So it wasn't until about lunch time on the second day that I got her back and was just exclusively breastfeeding (she was still getting bsl checked though) so all she was doing (obviously) was just sucking and ended up needing more top ups because she was sucking but not swallowing itms. So one of the great midwives sat with me, looked at my attachment which she said was excellent and showed me tricks to keep her awake while feeding and told me that the next day she wanted me to feed every 3 hours on the dot. So I did.. we had a really good day .. she fed every 3 hours like clock work, it was great. Then the night time came and holy CRAP. Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck... I think I had maybe 2 hours sleep cause she just wouldn't get off my boob. Saturday afternoon/sunday morning my milk came in and yesterday she did pretty well again I gave her a feed and put her to "bed" about 9ish she woke up at 12midnight so I got up to feed her thinking she would go back down. *sigh* this is where I try not to cry!!! This morning, I had Paige on my boob from midnight until 7am. Constantly. I mean no longer than a 15 minute break. She would have both boobs, she would be put down wrapped and in about 5 minutes she was awake crying again "eating" the air ... you know that im hungry feed me now sort of thing. So back on the boob. 7am came and I was exhausted cause she kept doing it!! So a friend suggested maybe she was comfort sucking (not to mention that she's not been having a huge amount of wet nappies) so try a dummy? I didn't want to use a dummy this time because of all the crap I have copped from Ava using a dummy but I thought ok, we'll give it a go. I put the dummy in and she started sucking right away. Started to dose off. But even that didn't last. She just kept pulling the dummy out and screaming. Or you put the dummy in her mouth and she'd still be screaming and crying and carrying on.. like HELLO ITS IN YOUR MOUTH START SUCKING!!! soooo this has still continued all day.. then she had a feed at 11 ish .. one side... fell asleep and is still asleep So I am UTTERLY confused! Is she just having a bad day by wanting to be on the boob from midnight-7am? Am I stupid because I fed her for that long? I mean what else was I to do? Or is this just her figuring out her own breastfeeding routine and it will pass? I dont know????? Sorry this is so all over the place Im just completely confused.. is this normal? am I not doing something right?