I just wanted to say what an excellent job you have done and what a thing to go through. Your daughter really has a very strong mother and she will learn this quality from you so you can be very proud. In saying that, she doesn't want her mother to suffer and if to give up BF is the best way for you to get better, then she will want that. Of course BF gives a wonderful bond and I understand exactly how you feel with being good at something, but you need to look after you too. You have given her a good start if it comes down to that and never feel guilty that you ever had to give up.

Big hugs to you!