Hi, Willow,

Sorry to be coming in late. You sound very stressed an unhappy. I was glad to see that he had taken a good feed this afternoon. Stay calm. Breast refusal is not uncommon in a baby this age.and is only ever temporary. Stay calm and he will come back to it.
You don't sound very satisfied in your mothering role at the moment. Apart from sleeping and feeding - how do you fee generally? Mothering can be a big adjustment - and it knocks you for 6 when your baby is very demanding - who knew they would be so hard to work out?
Talk soon
Barb