Ah stuff it. I'm just going to give him formula. I cannot handle this anymore. I can't do anything right and i don't know how to fix it. I don't know WTF i'm doing

Thanks for all your advice but i guess i just don't understand how to BF properly. I wish i had someone here physically to help me. But unfort i do not have the money to spend on an LC or the ABA. I can't even afford my mortgage right now its so f'ed up.

Anyway you don't need to hear my dramas. Just wish i wasn't so useless to my children.