Thank you all so much for you advice. Unfortunaytly where I live coming by a LC is pretty well impossible, but giving the ABA a call may just help.

Barb - I appreciate your suggestions. I'll try to get myself back to another Dr and ask about the creme. I will from now on give them a clean after her feeding, I really didn't think a thing about what she's eating!!! I do my very best to hold her close, but she does pull her head right back (which is also very painful) or push on me like a puppy dog and if I force her close and keep her hand away she fights then comes off and cries. That sounds aweful, I'm not hurting her at all just keeping my arm tight to keep her head close and holding her hand. I really wasn't sure if this was a new thing or if she'd always fed like this but its just never hirt before... Does this sound normal??? Should I try different feeding positions???

lilias - I hope you're feeling better soon too!!! TY for the advice!

Thank you all again so very much