Aww it sucks to have to give up on that goal.

I understand why it feels like a big deal, in a way it is (because you've fallen short of your ideals), but at the same time it really isn't (because you've actually done really well and this choice was pretty reasonable under the circumstances).

Now, I hope you're having a good day on your break. Put your feet up and take some time out for yourself. I think you've earned it