Thank you all for your support and advice!!
yes i am worried about not being able to keep up with her, i was very upset when i felt i wasnt enough for the elder kids, sort of a feeling of failure, even thou i know it wasnt.
i have a feeling she may enjoy some comfort sucking, she wasnt keen on the laydown feeds, but the last few nights daddy has taken over, and if she wants a feed she had to get use to it! but i woke up each time to her still attached at 7 am! (from df putting her on at 2-3am)

i realy have to enjoy it while it is working, and trust we can both do it!! thank you all for the reasurance!!