Oh hun, I'm so sorry you are still poorly. How long til DH is home? Could anyone else support you in this difficult time? I so get where you are coming from with feeling touched out etc and I agree, it'd be a shame to end it like this. It might even make it harder while you're still recovering??

Definitely give Rodney Whyte or similar a ring and see if there are any alternatives. How long til the cultures come back?