We went for our 6 week check-up last week and i scored very low on the pnd test thingy, and need to go on antidepressants and valium for anxiety, but i DONT want to. I dont feel i need them, i know i would never hurt myself, DS, DP or anyone, i dont have suicidal thoughs, im just sort of sad and its only right before bed time when im relaxing sort of thing? I reaaaaly want to keep breastfeeding, i've stopped now for 3 days but i have no engorgement anymore but there is still milk coming out if i squeeze. Please someone tell me i can get my milk back? I wont be taking any medication as i dont feel i need them, i feel ok really, just really tired and the valium just makes me even more tired and i dont think i need anti depressants, i just need to talk to someone, which i am doing tomorrow. Is there anyway i can get my milk back if i pump every two hours? He refused my breast at 6 weeks, as we were going out all the time and i would express my milk for him and he decided he liked the bottle better lol which sort of suits me better. I reeealy want to get my milk back is there any chance? Im kicking myself for stopping :-(