I dont even know where to start with this and I am horrifed at myself for even thinking it, so here goes. After the incident of thinking DD was weaning and being devastated she started feeding again with a vengance and then yet another problem surfaced I feel like such a pain in the butt! DD feeds about 3 times a day but after her illness she was feeding 9 times (more than as a newborn even). I found myself feeling physically sick by it, breaks my heart to think I did but I did, I was almost to the point of gagging WTF is wrong with me???? I know its the most natural thing in the world and I want to feed my child but I just felt so sick about it. DH is the only person who supports our BF journey, do you think Im being wittled (sp?) down by everyone else?? Im no longer feeling sick at the prospect of feeding my child but its something I am very worried will come back again. She has also started to literally claw at me when she wants a feed, like I have claw marks down my chest and if I ask her to wait she hits me or throws herself...gee sounds like an awesome kid, hey?? She isnt usually like this but Im really panicking if shes like this now what the hell will she be like during the 2 year old stage (although I know thats a Q for another thread)...just on struggle street and need some help lovely people
eta: I have tried distracting her when she keeps clawing at me until I can sit to feed her.
Thanks xxx