Thanks Marcellus and Janie...i think i just needed to talk and get it all out and for some others to give me some other advice! So much for the LC giving me help, you girls have given me better and more contructive advice than the LC has and did. I now know my plan of attack for this weeks progress, i try not to think in the long term for this relactating bfeeding journey as it just seems so far away to us getting back to bfeeding fulltime....week by week progress is so much better and more manageable. Wish i had blogged my progress now from the beginning cause in a months time i will be able to see just how far i have come.

TIA