Hang in there Hun, you can do it & every time you feed him you're giving him the best thing for him. We had such a rough time bf and I got so close to giving up but eventually things just started working. Right on 3 months bub decided she wouldn't take a bottle anymore, that was hard because of crappy supply but we did it and we are still going strong. It's great you've set yourself a goal, you'll get there and pass it no worries but if you don't that's ok too. Just remember whatever you decide will be what's best for you & bub. Keep up the good work