Hi, Sel,

It sounds like you are doing a great job under some difficult circumstances. Some more information will help us to give some more appropriate suggestions. I wonder, have you breastfed your other children? How old is your baby now? It might be a long story, but what has been happening with your baby and breastfeeding? Can you share a bit with us? Many mothers (about 30% ) never feel a letdown, yet they breastfeed just fine. The letdown can be an elusive thing - the more you want it to happen, the more you are waiting to "feel" it, the more elusive it can be. yet the baby suckling at the breast will always get it to happen.

Talk again soon
Barb