MR - yeah shes doing the suck swallow thing - she just had a feed before and ended up using me as a dummy - ow!! She had pretty much fallen asleep and then would wake a little, remember what was in her mouth and suck so hard! Argh! So she's on her rocker thing now with a real dummy - cos I'm a tad sore on the old lefty now!! lol

Thanks for the advice everyone I'm just taking it day by day, this is the furthest I have come with any of my kids so I'm pretty proud of me. I even packed up my pump and put it in the cupboard (same as the formula )