So i tried.. i really did. We have been in this house for just on 6 weeks. And it isnt working. I cant be here. I knew i couldnt, but i had to try it as DF and my PIL's wanted me too.

(For those who dont know - we have an investment property- had family in it who did not do the right thing by us so we had to ask them to leave. DF then got us to move into it, i went along as i believed i had to. This house has been in my family since i was 4.5years old - so ALOT of water has gone under this bridge, and alot of it has not been pleasant or nice. )

So, we are going to move. We will have to rent, and we will just rent this house out.

Its the best solution....

Anyhow - so we looked at a house on tuesday and we fell in love. Apply for it this week.

Please, anyone who can spare some, please send us as many successful vibes.... i am envisaging us living in the house.. trying all the things i know of! silly lol but we just really want this house to be our HOME!