Thanks for your feedback ladies.

For me I am struggling with fear. Not a fear of a rupture as I know that statistically there is a very low risk. I am struggling with not wanting to end up in the same situation as I was in with my DS. My body managed to get me to 3cm's. 8 hours of induced active labour (eg I wasn't laying on a bed, I was up and moving) didn't get me any further. I was not dialating. My son got stuck and he was in a perfect position for birth he was just a big baby (4.5kg's). After the c-section I was separated from my DH and DS for an hour and a half. I don't want that to happen again. I want to be able to have skin on skin and have my son in recovery with me. I am also looking at the reality that my next ds will be big as well. I wonder at the likelyhood of my body actually being able to dialate. My mother also had a similar problem with dialating.

Anyway's that's my ramble and some of the thinking for me behind seriously considering having another c-section. Just needed to get that out