Tara tell your OB and midwifes what you want in respect to your c-section (if thats what you choose)
i had 2 natural births with my 1st 2 babies but have been told i need a c-section with this bub and like you my fear was not getting skin to skin contact
when i spoke to the midwifes i let them know of my fear and they explain the only way i wont keep bubs in recovery with me is 1: there is a lady recovering from a birth loss or 2: if my midwife cant stay with me, so as my back up i told DH only he is to hold bubs while im not around so at least he still gets skin to skin contact so maybe you could have that as your backup xoxox