Aww, thanks Leesa, maz & Sarah for the encouragement
Sarah, I do have Silent Knife. I bought it about 18 months ago but never read it all back then, I'll have to dust it off and read it. I'll definately get New Active Birth and the VBAC Companion too, thanks for the suggestion.

I had to go to my GP yesterday to get some blood results and I have a few issues with blood calcium and thyroxine levels (due to a thyroidectomy I had 12 months ago). Also when she took my BP it was 150/90 Not good for only 5.5 weeks preg! But I'm hopeful that I just had a bit of white coat hypertension yesterday and hopefully when i go back today (to get the results of more urgent blood tests) my BP will have settled down. I'm just hoping I'm not labeled super high risk from the very beginning as I know that's gonna make my fight for a VBAC even harder.