Thank Lulu i tried - when i left x I went into full time work and started up uni via correspondence.

by the time i got round to even starting to think about my books it was 9:30pm and my brain ws shutting down, not starting up for study! I just couldn't do it. Cant imagine doing it now with a 7 year old and another baby on the way.

I hated myself so much for quitting, there were many many tears and i know ill just let myself down again if i only take it on part time.

Thanks anyway xx