ten days away to the appointment.

bilby mentioned feelings of unworthiness, no use to anyone, not important etc, quite a few times today.

at one stage, hitting herself in the face. I told her, "i don't want anyone hitting or hurting you, including you". Was having an outer body experience at the time, coudln't believe my own child was hitting herself, wanting to punish herself, thinking "am i having the right response?" "what am i meant to say in this situation" "i wish this was a bad dream".

She is having over the top reactions, to me correcting, teaching, keeping her safe type parenting moments.

worried i will not be able to relay all of this, come up with examples etc, when i see the CAMHS worker.

10 days now.