Tashie: I know how it feels to think your body is useless as failing you, as do many women on here. Reality is though we can't do anything about it except keep trying and do all we can to get to know how our individual bodies tick.

For me with the PCOS I still charted on fertility friend and went through their "course" that they email you.
Even though I had really really irregular periods, I found the charting helpful because it was able to identify how long my leutal stage was, which was constantly 14 days (a small victory to know SOMETHING was consistent with my cycle). Also I got to know what my cervical mucous was doing each cycle and what my temperatures were like. I definitely recommend it, just to know what your body does.

Also if you do end up on clomid, it's not a guaranteed quick fix, it doesn't work for everyone so I strongly suggest try to get your body healthy-diet, exercise, even those supplements I told you on a other thread, that way when and if you have t have help from the doctor your body is in the best possible position to start.

Remember too that while it feels hopeless and confusing now, you can get through it and hopefully soon it will be a distant memory.