thanks for the posts ladies
anyone that has me on FB will have likely seen pics of DD - she is doing pretty well

there is lots i will write up here later (mostly so that i have it - given i have taken photos to do a scrapbook page for her) - she seems to be doing pretty well - she had a cordal (sp) local anesthetic which has left her with minimal pain so far

me - not so great. lack of sleep over the past few weeks, and some anxiety - and pushing to get through miscarriage the other day and now this - i have crashed. hard. started to get some tummy cramps while feeding DD earlier in bed, then very upset tum, and all of a sudden very tired and dizzy. tried to have a nap, but the dizzy feeling made it difficult, so i'm just doing whatever i can to keep putting one foot in front of another until we've had dinner and can go to bed tonight

i wonder if the pain is starting for DD - she's got early signs of the miseries/whinges - "i don't want dinner - i can't like it!" just asked and she said nothing hurts though...