god hugs lea

Ashton usually goes down at 8-9pm for the night, waking at 11.30, 2-3am, and 6am for feeds and being up at 7.30 to start the day...

Last night he woke up at 8 and stayed up till 11.30! So I put him in his bed and he cried, got him up and tried to feed him but he didn't want it, he just kept crying! Did all the normal, bum, feed, warm enough, bonjella, teething tablets, panadol but nothing worked. He just kept crying no matter if i was holding him, or we were sitting/laying/pacing/singing. He wouldn't play he wouldn't do anything so I cracked the ****s cos I was soooo tired, put him in his cot and left him there... thinking he would possibly cry himself to sleep, 15 minutes later he was still screaming (felt like an hour )...

in the end I layed in bed with him and put the telly on and he didn't sleep till 1.20... then was up 3 times for a feed!

So not happy today. Angry that I lost it at him, he's only 10 months ffs... today he is a horrid whingy boy again... sigh...

No nappy news, except he just filled one... it was rank!