God I wish I had a do not disturb sign in hospy!!!

I am SO embarrassed, my Mymymy DD payment didn't go thru from the stocking and I didn't realise it had be reversed. I just got an email. I feel terrible! I am NOT one of those people who don't pay for stuff! And when I see stuff 're listed for non payment' I'm like tst tst, why would you. Waahhhhh