a couple of things that might encourage you - we've recently been on holidays interstate and it wasn't convenient to take my stash and do washing while there so we used sposies.
It was sooooooo expensive! I had forgotten how much sposies cost - it was terrible handing over a bunch of cash for something I knew was going in the bin
also - afer a week and a half I was sooooo over that 'plastic' feeling and longing for my fluff. So while sposies can be convenient sometimes - I think cloth is worth the extra effort
hang in there!!