Dont feel bad. If you use a few sposies here and there to make things easier for you it wont be the end of the world. Iv gone back to full time sposies at the moment, the whole morning sickness and cloth nappies combo is just not working for me at the moment and id rather not deal with the smell when i spend most of the day wanting to spew anyway. Ill go back to it when im feeling better. Being a mummy is hard work and you need to do what you need to do.