Some wonderful suggestions! Thank you everyone

Michelle, we're a bit the same, we have a combo going here too . Just now we've had a lovely cuddle with the music going, but I put him down before he was totally asleep. Sometimes that works, sometimes it doesn't.

Thank you to those who suggested that if I'm enjoying it, don't stop, and do what feels best. I didn't expect those responses, but I think that's what I needed to hear! I DO enjoy it, and I am trying to make the most of him being little. I think I'll stop stressing and just take it a day at a time.

I like the suggestion of the music cue, any good cds out there? (I don't want to play him anything crappy LOL). And I think I'll try to stick to rocking in the room, rather than wandering. Those are things that feel comfortable to me ATM. Hopefully one day I'll be able to sit down to do it!