I'm sorry that I don't have the answers for you Ryn...it sounds like a tough time with little sleep Would massage relax him enough to sleep? It could be worth a try. You're a wonderful mother. I enjoy reading your posts through your journey into motherhood, and never once have I thought "man, she's a terrible mother". Quite the opposite - I really admire you! I hope someone with more experience that me can offer you some helpful advice so that you can get a more restful night's sleep.