Hey thanks Cadence, im really getting nervous now, with 4 days till testing im now convinced that im not pregnant. I have put so much time and energy in to getting to this point, i have already bought and used my hpt, i worked out that if i fall pregnant this cycle i will be due about 2 weeks before my sisters wedding, so thats not to bad really, is it? ahh, if i fall next cycle or any after i will be pregnant for my sisters wedding.

Im just exhusted now, xmas took it all out of me.

fingers crossed for jan 1