Hi Rach...

I tell you, you and your little princess have really affected me.... since i read what you wrote me i just havent got you or Lilli out of my head. I told my DF about what happened, and even his heart sank. As it is always such a fear.... i remember when DD first slept through, i woke at 8AM and realised she hadnt woken me AT ALL... i have never gotten out of bed so fast and rushed to her crib. Thankfully, she was breathing, she was ok and was just having her first real sleep (mind tyou she was about 3 months old). So, reading your story, readin what you wrote took me right back to that morning, but has made me so so so greatful that my little princess was ok. I wish, i wish with everything i have got that i could change what happened to you, and your Princess. You must be such a strong woman, to even be able to speak of her the way you do and it has been such short time.... me, the thought of loosing my children and i feel i start to shut down! You are amazing and i admire you greatly.... I honestly wish that Lilli does bring you all you want, which i know she will.

Welcome Rach to our little group here ... xoxo