Thank you everyone. I hope in the future this happens. If it does not in time then that is fine. I certainly will take on all your advice.
onlyone - I do not believe in terminations nor the death or abuse of any living animals. I am a commited animal lover and saver and will never support the abuse and cruelty of them. But being in the situation i was in health wise and family wise it seemed it was the best to terminate at the time. The family all sat down with me, i personally would have wanted more time to think about the situation i was in but my mother was pretty convincing. Yes i can make my own decisions, but sometimes it is good to look at your families perspective. I was also currently living with my family at the time while in the process of buying a property with my partner, we was told the property would be a while before the contract would go through and for us to move in, and also i was carrying a very severe infeciton that needed treating straight away with special medication that could have harmed the baby. I was less then a month pregnant at the time and after deep thoughts decided it was best to terminate, even though i would have loved to have the baby. After the infection cleared with special treatement and the good news that the owners of our house found a place, we moved in and i am now 100% health wise, and decided that we would love a child. Yes i made a horrible decision, one that i regret everyday, but if i knew i would be better so quick, and i would have our property within the month, i would have tried to keep it. I am sorry to anyone i have upset. I didnt come on here to be put down. I came on here to get advice to start a family which i would love. I will certainly take on all advice and wait until my body has recovered.
Thank you to everyone for their advice and help. Sorry if there are lots of spelling mistakes, i quickly typed this up before i head off to do the dishes.
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