Thank you Calluna & LadyLove. Because of the ups & downs of the past week I feel like we de-sensitised the whole thing, like it hasn't really happened (after getting positive, then negative, the low blood results, the doubling before finally dropping right down..) So because part of me started fearing the worst days ago it makes me feel less upset now.

Not sure if I'm imagining it or not but I think I have early stages of cramping, nothing too painful yet.

Staying in with DH, just ordered Chinese takeaway & plan on trying to relax as much as possible for the next few days. Almost a guilty pleasure, as we usually always have to rush off somewhere or stay back at work, so it is nice to let the pace slow down. I'd really like to do my yoga class tomorrow, but not sure if that'd be unwise? I guess it depends where things are at.

I read in a few forums today that quite often you can be extra fertile after an early loss, which gives us extra hope to get back to trying. We will be apart for most of December due to work commitments but I'm hoping we get one O in before then!