Thanks for the nice words girls - my period arrived this morning and with that I also got my common sense back! I think the fact that I have left the decision to ftry to fall pregnant so late (by text books way of thinking) that it has put a lot of unexpected pressure on me. I didn't really understand how much until this morning. So I'm thinking that all this stress is making things worse and that by trying to control everything I'm actually making it harder on myself and not easier. This month has been a crazy cycle and I thought something must be wrong and now I think the only thing wrong is my attitude!

So it's time to back off. I'll just continue to take my temps this month and DP and I are just going to BD for the fun of it all!!! (Easier said than done but I'm going to give it a shot and see what happens).