I can still enjoy my first child if i have another

and skye, i totally know what you mean. I want to have my babies closer together (rather than further apart.. if that makes sense lol)
Like i said part if me wants to be, part of me doesnt. BUT it will happen when its ment to.
Think i might do another test, if only to mind my mind at ease lol. Least i know if this one is neg then im defenitly not UTD.
Thanks girls xx