Hi

I have officially come off the pill to TTC #2 and got AF today ....
I am quite scared as to be honest the first year and a half of Lukes life was not exactly a picnic.
Had a shocking long birth followed by a return to hospital 2 days after coming home. Luke and myself had both got a staff infection... was horrible we were seperated and isolated as they did not know what was wrong with me at first.
I think due to the high volume of antibiotics we both recieved and the rough start he was very very unsettled and did not sleep for longer than 40mins at a time for over a year... its makes me tear up just thinking about it still. We were in and out of hospital and he was always sick with toncilitus ...
Im really wanting to add to our family as I feel that my DH and I have more than enough love to give 1 child but at the same time im soooooo scared. Does this make sense ?

Anyway thought I would introduce myself and see if I could meet some people in the same boat as me !

J
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