Ohhhh this tww thing really kills me! I know thinking about it doesn't change what is or isn't happening inside but I find I just can't help thinking about it!

Am currently 9dpo so know its too early for anything to be real noticable. Just frustrating really when a BFP is all you're hoping for!

Hubby is great but I guess cos it's not his body just doesn't quite understand where I'm coming from when I say I can't put it out of my mind. First week is usually ok, but this week is crazy week cos getting closer to finding out.

Sorry, just needed to vent a little. Thanks for listening.
xo