Hello all,
Im new. am trying to conceive no 2.
no.1 is 2 and a half and adorable.
this ttc stuff sucks tho...
its 3am on 14DPO and got another BFN. also, have headache and cramps and pretty sure about to get AF.
I just feel so stupid because i was SO SURE i was preg....like seriously seriously totally confident in my heart of hearts. i had all the signs of my last pgncy, and i really wasn't expecting them (eg had this funny smell that only had last pgncy and had completely forgot about it until had it this time).....
i feel not only embarrassed (i told a friend that i was sure i was preg, and she was like - well wait and see - and i was like, yes, definitely but still very sure - and now i look like an idiot)
but i also feel so much doubt in myself - i feel like im going insane..
and then of course there is all the thing of going through this all next month........it sucks badly...as you all know (many probably better than me...)
this whole process is foul..