My DH and I have been TTC for 2 years now and I am booked into have a lap done next week to see what is going on..
But I am quitely freaking out as I am currently 14 DPO with no sign that my AF is comming nor any sign that I am preganant in my usual cycle I would have AF by now (I have never made it to 14DPO) or I would assume at the very least some "dirty" CM - I have neither I have sticky CM but it appears to be as white as the driven snow. My cervix is a complete mystery to me and all I know is that it is soft (open or closed both feel the same to me)..
The thing is I do not want to test - the thought that I might see a BFN makes me want to cry BUT the thought that I might see a BFP makes me want to be sick...I am bonkers, crazy, ready for the nut house.
Surley after 2 years I can not be pregnant the idea is just so weird to me..I have no symptoms of anything no sore nipples, no nausa (well I do but it just me be anxious) none of the typical symtoms I do not even have creamy CM..
I think I will wait until Friday if nothing by then I will test.
I just had to get it all out. It just seems so weird that I "might" be pregnant and it is freaking me right out.
Hi, i dont think your crazy at all!!!! Maybe, just maybe, you are pg!!!!
I have my fingers crossed for you anyway. Youre doing well to not have tested already, I'm only 8DPO and have already wasted 3 tests! BFN for me so far...
OHHHH My fingers and everything are crossed for you! It sure does sound very promising! i didnt get any symptoms either when i found out i was UTD - after spending 8 months analyzing EVERYTHING, you would think i would have noticed a change but nup! I did a test, but was so convinced it was going to be a negative, i hoped back into bed and fell asleep while waiting for it to develop - it wasnt until 3 hours later that DP said - so i am guessing negative then, that i remembered i had done a check and yep! it was positive! - i still made another 3 people check the line, and then went to 2 doctors on the same day to confirm, because i didnt "FEEL" different! So i think that you are!!!!!!!! Luck Luck Luck! let us know how you go!
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