I"m not going to pretend to know your situation, as ALL of our circumstances are different, but hang in there. You are a strong woman and we are all blessed with the ability to take whatever is thrown at us.

It will happen for you, it may not be this month, and as hard as it is, try to enjoy the process. New life is as miraculous as it is confusing. Why do tings happen the way they do? That's the question many of us would like answered!!! But I do say to you, embrace it all, enjoy the feelings and if anything, it shows you are having positive hormonal fluctuations.

When it hasn't happened those past months, I know, it sucks! BUt try to see, you are not put back another month until you can have a baby, you are one month closer

Best of luck and trust in yourself.