Oh no, don't be upset Mitch83
There are PLENTY of ladies that have happy healthy babies with PCOS. I recommend you post in the PCOS threads to get some inspiration from other members there, you will be surprised.
Unfortunately, OPK's may not work for you though. Are you temping? I don't, but it may be a good idea. And when your on metformin/clomid you can join that thread, the ladies are great support.