I know what you mean about not having people to vent to. It's a horrible place to be - waiting for the most amazing thing in the world and then having all your dreams dashed again. Don't give up. It WILL happen. And you will probably be even more excited for all the preparation that's gone into it!

If all else fails, you can tell yourself what I do: If practice makes perfect, our baby will be the best one EVER because we've been practising (baby making) for AGES!