Loads of EWCM at 9dpo a good sign??

[Nelly4]

Hi Soph28
I just read your post because I had a bit of EWCM yesterday and was at 9DPO. I decided to do a First Response Test and I saw the faintest line of a so hoping that yours somes up +ve too. Good Luck!

[Soph28]

Thanks Nelly. I dont know if im going to be as lucky as you, though! Im starting to think im making it all up, lol.

[Ladylove]

Good luck lovely Soph! Xx

[Soph28]

Sorry everyone, another BFN.

Im feeling pretty depressed today. I have the FS appointment this afternoon....I dont really feel like going im so down.

[Marley&Me]

Hi soph, I have been secretly stalking this thread to see the outcome. All i can offer is some
The mind can be very cruel when ttc, I know exactly the disappointment. All you can do is chin up and soldier on to the next cycle.
again

[Aussiegirl777]

Hi - I had been stalking this thread too and wanted to say I'm sorry you got another BFN. I hope that after your appointment this afternoon you can find something positive to look forward to with your next cycle.

[Soph28]

Thanks Tasha. I could do with a real hug this morning! Im meant to have my neighbour over who has 3 kids under 6 but I'm really not in the mood to entertain someone who is super fertile at the moment!! I realy just want to o back to bed and pull the covers over my head. Next month will be the 28th TTC. And DH goes away for work for 6 months in late July/ early August so time is ticking.

[Soph28]

Hi - I had been stalking this thread too and wanted to say I'm sorry you got another BFN. I hope that after your appointment this afternoon you can find something positive to look forward to with your next cycle.

Thanks. Me too.

[Marley&Me]

August is still 6 months away so that's 6 more shots you have When my best friend fell PG last year, i couldn't bare to see her, after a while it got better though. Me and my DH have been trying for almost 2 years now, it sucks. You just can't let it get the better of you. Try to focus on the chances you have before your DH goes away. I know it's easier said than done! i think the same when I'm down and people try to cheer me up.
Wishing you lots and lots of babydust

[RainbowBrite]

I am so sorry it was another BFN
I hope all goes well with the FS today

[*Ash*]

Oh Soph
It's not fair. I'm sad that you are experiencing anguish and disappointment. I know that you really felt positive about this cycle. The emotional rollercoaster is so draining. Is today 13dpo (sorry I've lost track)?
Sending love and strength. Let us know how you go at the FS.
xx

[Soph28]

Oh Soph
It's not fair. I'm sad that you are experiencing anguish and disappointment. I know that you really felt positive about this cycle. The emotional rollercoaster is so draining. Is today 13dpo (sorry I've lost track)?
Sending love and strength. Let us know how you go at the FS.
xx

Ash: Yes today is 13dpo. And youre right, I would have bet money I was pregnant this cycle from the symptoms ive been having. Im going to ask for a multitude of tests today - if theres a test for it I want it done so we can decide the best course of action.

RB: Thankyou

I really appreciate the stalking and hugs everyone!

[*Ash*]

I know you said that you aren't sure when AF is due. Maybe you should test again in a few days if AF hasn't shown up.
Hugs hun.

[Soph28]

I have 2 tests left. But im not holding out any hope. I just found a massive pimple on my chin which probably means AF is on her way.

I went to the FS this afternoon and left feeling really deflated and stressed. He said he recommends IVF because we've been TTC for so long. Its such a long, drawn out process and such a big commitment and I dont know if I have it in me for any more heartache. On an interesting note, the FS said he is concerned that I might have uterine scarring from giving birth to DD because the placenta didnt come away naturally, it had to be manually extracted (yes, it was as horrible as it sounds) and they didnt get all of it and I haemorraged badly about 2 weeks later. This could have caused an infection as well. I have to have a uterine ultrasound on cd 5-10 but those dates are already full at the hospital so I will have to shop around or go private. Why cant things just be straight forward?? I wish AF had come already so I could drown my sorrows in a bottle of wine.

[~Hestia~]

I have no words but wanted to give you a huge hug I can feel your sadness. Have a drink of wine

[buffy1]

Really sorry about AF Soph and that your FS appointment wasn't what you'd hoped for.

Big hugs xxx

[Ladylove]

Soph xxxxxxxx