Background: TTC for 14 ish cycles. No BFP in that time or in my life. Last week I had a blood test for egg quanity and quality.

Monday, I went to the Naturopath who advised that TTC should be put on hold for 3-4 months and my estrogen levels are low causing painful AF and brownish colouring.

Today I'm currently waiting at the doctors and I've been handed a note "the _______ (can't understand Drs handwriting) level you are looking for is low so please come in to discuss. It is beatable".

Been outside to cry and okay now. Just another 3 people in front of me.

The note was left on my file if I called before coming in.

I'm freaking out! A wise BB girl (who I've already sms'd) said focus on the last line "it is beatable".

Breathing! And babblering on whilst I wait.