I am on different medications (not anti-ds), but had to weigh up the benefits and risks of taking the meds vs not taking the meds during pregnancy and breastfeeding. Sourcing information was really important to me. If you can't see your psych, do you have a GP who can research medications for you? Rodney Whyte also helped get information for me. Having supportive carers will be important whatever your decision.

take care