Thanks for the reply Hopeful
That's fabulous news that you are O'ing and the meds are helping!
I know exactly what you mean about the wait being such a killer... it's so easy to read in to very average signals, and the BFN's are very crushing sometimes. I have been bracing myself for a long haul too... will be SO glad when we have been to the doctor and will possibly have some answers, or at least some kind of direction other than going in circles here.

I did the same friend when one of my close friends told me she was pg. I bawled. I think it just makes it real hearing that someone else is there... not that we aren't happy for them... just a bit sad or fearful for ourselves at the same time I guess. That particular friend is due in about three weeks now... she was telling me on the phone yesterday about her DH singing to the baby and rubbing her belly and a lot of other very intimate family moments which just made my heart ache a bit. It's a shame that it actually puts a little wedge there between us... but the reality is that we aren't going through the same thing at the same time!

Yes, I should start temping ASAP, I was going to buy a basal thermo online, but it seems like the shop isn't up and running or something?! That's great that you are a few years younger too... I know we have some time left too of course, but at least if it does take longer than usual for you for other reasons you don't have to worry toooo much about the clock ticking as well!

best of luck this month, I will cross my fingers for you

LMM
xo